Doesn’t growing up kinda stink sometimes?
Life used to be so easy. There were no decisions to be made, or not many important ones anyways. Questions of morality were so black and white. Back when the words ethics, prejudice, and bias meant nothing to me. That was a time in which following God was a decision, not a lifestyle. There was an obviously correct answer to every question as well as an obviously incorrect answer. Everything made sense. The choices set before me were easy. Eat healthily or unhealthily. Do the homework or suffer the consequences. Lie or tell the truth. Every action had a pretty clear consequence.
But now I find myself swimming in a sea of gray. Almost anything can be justified in my mind. Any action can be supported by logic. And the difference between obviously right and obviously wrong has become a lot of maybes. All of a sudden, making decisions has become an intense debate inside my head. Nothing is clear.
But as far as I can tell, this is just part of becoming who I am.
When I came to college to study the Bible vocationally, I thought a lot of things would get cleared up. That more study of the Bible would lead to a more black and white view of the world and what happens in it. It surely hasn’t. The more I study, the more I realize how little that I know. The more I study God’s word, the more I understand the vast spectrum that Christians fall onto. Often I have heard people talk about the Bible as if it is something that anyone with a brain can agree as to what it says. More often, I have seen people heatedly disagree about its truths. Truthfully, we cannot know for certain that our ways are correct.
So what can we do?
In the current age, we can live by faith. We can live boldly in a way that glorifies our Lord. We can lean on grace.
So often, we extend grace to others for moral stumbles, but do not extend any grace for genuine intellectual/interpretation differences. Is salvation dependent on perfect interpretation? On perfect understanding? On perfect obedience? If that were the case, we would all be lost.
So today, I challenge those reading this to live boldly by faith.
Hebrews 11 speaks directly to this topic covering many who, by faith, were used to accomplish the Lord’s perfect plan.
“Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for.“ Hebrews 11:1-2.
Boldly following Jesus is something that the Lord will prosper, not punish.
Run after Jesus through the gray. Faithfully trust Him. Count on grace for the missteps.